Made my first DTD and might i say they are quite the unpleasant experience for the first time around.
but soon i should be able to get started on the bodysuit for my first fursuit.
tomorrow i should be getting a sewing machine from an acquaintance.

I have 90%of the supplies to make my suit either in my room or on the way. I may have gone overboard with ordering since i got 2x as much fur as needed after taking errors into account. I got tons of buckram for eyes and 3x the foam that was reccomended.
I just need shoes for the feet and soles to build the feet on. I am not sure about resin or fabric claws so far.

I have not been terribly active for a while but i am probably going to start posting again soon.
I have been ordering supplies and tools to make my first fursuit with the help of my friends. I hope to debut it at MCFC in 2019
I loved MCFC this year. I plan on going yearly if i can afford to.

you spend roughly 7 hours on world of warcraft doing nothing but fishing to get the Underlight Angler and unlock all major traits. i have all 3 major traits they took about 25 minutes after i got the underlight angler.
12/24 trait points so far and the other 12 will be quick. each trait point you invest gives +8% legion lure and bait duration, so a ghostly queen fish broach for me lasts nearly 10 minutes which is about 1700 ap for my Underlight Angler. If you find a Oodlefjisk or Ghostly Queen Fish pool they are always there so mark down the locations lol.
Next to work on Coin master and Conjurer Margoss. When i get max friendship with margoss then i can get a nice underwater mount.

I have been busy with a lot over the last year and a half since i posted.
Managed to finally get a job after over a year of sending out tons of applications everywhere..
It's not prestigious (to most) but it's at a Wendy's near me.
I say to most because we are technically in the top 3 in our state and top 20 in the US(out of 10,000)
but this upcoming sunday will be my 1 year mark of employment.
Which i am not looking forward to the next month or so because our GM got a promotion and is moving a few states away, but i managed to get his battlenet info so i can still play WoW with him.

After my first car i was given was a POS that i had to scrap i have since bought a decent car that has lasted me almost a year after being intended to get me through the winter only. Finally having an income has been amusing.
I am finally able to afford to go out and do things, i can spend more time with friends when our schedules don't conflict(like they currently do).

All in all i am in a better place than before. but my nephew and niece are still brats. Random bouts of depression and all that jazz are still abundant but easier to manage with a way to escape for a few.

i am slowly working on collecting accessories and gear for when i finally get in the financial situation to get a fursuit, if i ever decide which suit i would want first. I have been assembling stuff to adorn a Renaissance outfit with little success might i add lol. Tunics and era appropriate trousers are difficult to come by at reasonable prices.

Extremely into one of the very few things that keep me sane(sort of) which is rollerskating. not many rinks have the right feel though. 80's music has a much better rhythm for me than anything after 2000's. i like my skates, i have even managed to rig LED lighting on them with a little inspiration from a friend who did similar with his rig.

I am still alive, i just don't stop by here as often as before. If anyone is interested my Battlenet is ShadowHunter#12361 (yes 5 numbers.... idk why....) i usually get on around 1:30am EST (around the time i get out of work)

My niece is once again avoiding her job as babysitter, this time she called my brother upstairs to fight her battle for her. With the stubbornness of those two argument is impossible, they would call up my sister and mother for their sides which both of them are quite busy.
I would also be the jerk for being right. So instead of direct confrontation I am just emailing a transcript of her actions to her mother so her mother can bitch her out and maybe she will listen.
This time I was told by both my mother and her mother that she would be taking dante downstairs with her, which she refuses to do and leaves everyone up stairs to take care of it for her. Again, the ONLY reason she is here is to watch him, not play games with friends instead.

that makes you want a suit to make a music video for it.
I was listening to Black Orchid and I was going over scene by scene what I would do while suited for a music video. The song is quite depressing, but it's accurate for a lot of people.

So my niece is spending time over here because her mother is out of state. She is over here instead of at her grandparents to watch my nephew. Instead she feels she is entitled to play D&D for 8 hours (12-8) during the hours she is suppose to be watching him. She waits until 5 minutes before they start to say anything to me after telling me yesterday she was going to watch him for the day.
She is 17 and has a eschewed sense or responsibility. She even had the audacity to say I should watch him since I don't have plans right before she asks if I do have plans.
Seeing as I planned on relaxing without a 5 year old buzzing in my ear all day, I am just going to camp in my room and have him run to her for everything. If she would have said something yesterday when I asked if she was going to be watching him today, I might have been nice about it.
I never agreed to watch him, if my brother was not borrowing my car I would have left already.

Under normal circumstances if something important comes up I will offer to watch him. If someone who claims to be responsible tries to shove him on me because she didn't have the foresight to make arrangements beforehand I will almost always say no. It does not help that her boyfriend is sitting there trying to justify her actions.

As I see is:
She is suppose to watch him.
She would rather play a game than watch him.
She wants me to watch him without prior knowledge.

As she sees it:
I have nothing better to do.
She should be allowed to play all day with friends.
She did nothing wrong.

As her boyfriend sees it:
she did nothing wrong because she had already planned on playing.

northing is tolerable anymore. The decent christmas movies were phased out long ago.
now all they play is tons of stupid crap. You never really pay attention to TV untill everyone is either at work or with their families or their friends families.
I am just sitting here on the couch waiting for my mom to get out of work. when she gets home i will call ny sister to see if my sister went to the ER like she said she might.

I am surprised i have not seen more resin workers offering Kintsugi as an option for work.
If you dont know what it is you should look it up.
I am pretty sure if someone broke one of their favorite pieces of pottery or china thry should look into having it done.

I noticed several artists are doing resin half masks.
they always look amazing but are not something I'd wear or have very scarce availability.
I just want something personalized for me and a friend or two that will not be mass produced.
I noticed that lots of makers keep their molds until they discontinue the item and occasionally sell the mold. I would rather have something that is OOAK or at least limited to 3 or 4.
Then again it would be rather pricy to make a mold for only a few casts.

I've looked into trying to make one myself but I don't have an area to work that is not pet accessible.

I love growing my fingernails and filing them into points, but the tips tend to break off when I am digging my way back from hell every week.

need to have my car towed to a shop since we can't get it running.
The starter works, but the fuel pump is not doing anything.
I replaced the fuel pump with brand new parts the day it got it.
I changed the relay today. Can't get to the distributer since the cap screw are shredding with the slightest pressure.
So it's $60 towing fee + parts + time
I am pissed, I replaced the battery yesterday now I need to pay more to get it fixed at a shop.

Being an unemployed full time college student sucks. I got my financial aid refund Friday, it looks like all of it is going straight into my car.
I need rear breaks worked on which I am going to do myself. I have to pay to get my car in working order.

At least my sister is going to taxi me around until my car is fixed.

I have decided that i am going to go full blown cross dressing one day
Leggings
Dress
Makeup
Even bra and man panties


You can all thank one of my friends for sensing me a lonk that had manties and man bras

When artists do really amazing work, put their details in everything they do..... until they do a round of adoptables, it looks like they just laid out a random marking layout flat colored with none of their usual flare, then charge almost as much as a fully shaded commission for a basic doodle

If you want to charge that much for a piece of art then you might as well put as much effort into it as you would a commission that costs the same amount.

Adoptables are fun and everything but when amazing artists crank out designs that are way less than their commission quality for relatively the same price it seems they just want more money for less

I am making a buck Muntjac named Raud Kyell, pun intended.
The main purpose for his existance is a food source, i dont mean for vore.
I mean food as in being killed and ripped to shreads at the teeth of carniverous furs.
The idea behind his existance is mainly due to the fact that i have seen so many vore pictures that defy logic, Raud is going to be prey for Maeniel and possibly others.

I pretty much an keeping all natural markings other than the words Bite Me added somewhere.
I am also trying to decide if i want to place a roughly X shaped scar or marking over his heart on his chest.

I hate when people break off communication randomly
I mean seriously you could send a message saying why first

Okay so on my way home I took the highways
I was merging from one to the other
Some fuck nugget put his brights on so I couldn't see and wouldn't let me see
I slow down they slow down
I speed up they speed up
I said fuck it and stopped since there was no lane anymore I was on sitting on the edge of the highway till I could get into the lane and drive
I just got the car so I wont hit them
and technically they had the right of way so it would have been my fault...
it is on my uncles insurance so I don't want do anything stupid

Some people piss me off

It has taken some beating over the years
It needs to be sanded down and repainted in a few areas
The breaks could use new pads
I replaced the fuel pump today
It drives straight runs smooth and is pretty quiet for a 97
The radio works but the antenna needs to be replaced
The power locks and windows work
It is a pretty good car for my first
I hope it lasts a while but you never know for sure

So yeah I mentioned to my dad that I needed a car if I was expected to keep a job that starts before everyone else wakes up and ends after they are at work already
So he told me he would look around.
It turns out my uncle is going to sell him a car, also if I want to knock $100 off the price I can help him move this coming Tuesday. I would be quite an idiot to turn this down. My dad is offering to buy me a car and offered me a way to help pay for it. That would help me out since I would prove I actually wanted the car and he wouldn't complain as much about buying it for me since I lowered the price.

My uncle buys nice cars dirt cheap, takes good care of them and everything. I would be an idiot to pass this up. It also gives me an excuse to see my uncle who I have not spoken to in years.

Each of my brothers have gotten 2 cars from my dad over the past decade. It is my turn to get a vehicle and have some semblance of independence. Seriously I hate being reliant on others. I hate people buying things for me when I can't do anything in return, mainly because I don't have a reliable mode of transport so it inhibits being able to get a job. I have been to secure an income so I can help out my friends. I have been trying to get money so I wouldn't have to sit at home all day, I want to be able to take the family members I like out to a nice dinner and pay for it.

I want to be able to repay people for stuff they have done.

A Renfur (Maeniel - Wolf)
A Ravfur (Barsuk - Badger)
and a Furiendly guardian (Shizek - Hhann)

I am planning an embodiment of a lunar curse in the form of an Otter
the otter I am considering naming Zei'Lue or Kra'Liu
The design and story are still in progress

After that I need another these last to are mainly story fodder

Two souls bound together by fate made a solemn vow to find each other no matter what they are in their next lives. To do this they invoked a blood oath, both of them chose a symbol very close to their heart and joined it with the other. In doing this they created a new symbol that combined their link with a mutual love that would last for eternity. This new symbol was known as the Mark of Aidriel.

To signify their pact they both tattooed the symbol on themselves, this marking was passed as a birthmark to each of their later incarnations as a means to seek one another. The both knew that if they found the mark to match their they would find their true love. No matter how many times they were ripped away from each other in a tragic event, they would never be apart for long.

Christianity had everything backwards.
What if the roles of God and Satan were actually not what they seem.
Think of it this way, God destroyed entire civilizations and religions, he tested his followers to the point of breaking to prove a point.
What if "God" was actually Lucifer, seeing as they each have an influence, it would make sense that Lucifer could parade himself around as God to humans to trick them into worshiping him. Then he could do horrible things to people as a "test of faith" while the real God was labeled a demon.
That way all the miracles that happened would seem to be the work of Lucifer as a reward for their faith. Instead it is the real God trying to keep the world off the edge of chaos with a tyrant in charge.


I am not looking for an argument, it was a random though that popped into mind.
It's purely hypothetical.

I hate TV
i just watched the end of season 4 of the UK Being Human
I love the show but it is so fucking depressing

As much as i want to kwep watching it i want to stop watching it
even the happiest parts end up so morbid

Happy endings for one person involve emotional trama for everyone else.....

that gets annoyed when someone draws their character too thin?
Way too often people draw the skinny since it's easy to get a cookie cutter body build.
I just see my character in so many things when I say chubby or heavyset it turns out pretty thin.
I am tempted to just start using pictures of myself as an example
because if I tried it explain it any different people would draw it what I like to call "morbidly furry obese"
which is pretty much a sumo build